Love?

...I feel very ill. I'm chilled, and ready to throw up. :oS


How does love react?

I wish I could say that I react out of love most of the time. Actually, I'd be happy if love broke even with all the other negative and selfish motives that typically flow as the lifeblood of my reactions.
Yet, how often do we 'think' we are reacting out of love, when really our heart hides something all too opposite? It would be nice if we naturally tended to react out of love... out of a selfless attitude that reflected a caring and genuine love for others. But unfortunately that's not the case.
I think that in truth, reacting out of genuine love.... will often be the hardest thing to do.
Have you struggled through a reaction lately? Has it hurt, or been taxing to react to something lately?
Love must be tough.... Why? Becuase our default setting is saved as 'SIN'.

Better For You

My decision can not be put off again
I see the right choice but my heart is filled with dread
It all seems backwards in my head, my head

I know it seems too wrong to be right
This way is so much harder to fight
But in the end I know it is true
This way is better, it's better for you

Choose a little pain and gain a life with joy
Accepting pleasure now will earn a life of pain
It all seems backwards in my head, my head

I know it seems too wrong to be right
This way is so much harder to fight
But in the end I know it is true
This way is better
It's better for you, for you

Sometimes I wonder why it's this way
When it's done the burden is gone
This discomfort will be taken away
As soon as it's over, it's over for me

I know it seems too wrong to be right
This way is so much harder to fight
But in the end I know it is true
this way is better for you, for you

-Kutless